i try. i make mistakes. i grow. i love. i love to eat pineapple. i cook and bake whenever i can. thai food is good for my soul. i collect blankets, sweat pants, and crazy socks. i believed i was peter pan when i was a child. i love to love. summertime is my favorite. i love feeling the sun on my face. i have a lot of good intentions. i had a bowl cut when i was younger. shakespeare was a genius. i love to laugh. God is everywhere. i love having painted toes. i am very blessed, and i try to "live life, every, every moment"

Friday, May 11, 2012

breaking

I think I am going to put this before every post, so you don't get the idea in your head that I am "trying to be a good writer", or "stealing other people's ideas by......blogging.......".....or whatever silly thing I've heard said about me lately. So, this one's for you:

I'm not a good writer. 

Happy I admitted it? Good, because I could care less.

Secondly, and more importantly:

My heart aches. I am aching, emotionally, and physically. I yearn for answers, and they aren't coming. I yearn for a solution, and I can't find it. I yearn for happiness, and I haven't quite located it all. I ache for support, and it doesn't seem to be coming from where I want it. I'm breaking.

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