I didn't know I was offering poison apples

I've learned something over the weekend, and feel pretty sad about it.

I don't think I'm a very nice person.

I mean, I always thought I was really nice, and caring, and thoughtful of other people, and that I lift other people up. Or, in a picture, I see myself like this:

But...I think other people see me like this:

*sigh*.

I will try harder.