Do you know what my entire life is resting on right now?
Faith.
A very imperfect faith.
An imperfect faith that it will be ok.
An imperfect faith that I will be happy.
An imperfect faith that I will make the right choices.
An imperfect faith that people love me.
An imperfect faith that I have a purpose.
An imperfect faith that I will be able to make ends meet.
An imperfect faith that I am good enough.
Imperfect faith. That is all I've got.
Now, my imperfect faith is accompanied with a lot of action: good action, bad action, nervous action, risky action, but its there nonetheless.
What do you think of that?
I think you're very brave and very awesome. You can do it! I'm sad that you were sad in Utah after that one time I saw you. I hope it wasn't because of a conversation we had. I sure loved that I go to see you!
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